//beconfused

I haven’t really been blogging till, erm, today. I sort of excused myself. I wasn’t feeling happy enough to blog I guess. These days, life got a little harder – expectations to be met; procrastinations that I am still trying to kill; and the renewed interest in the art of daydreaming.

It’s funny but today I actually felt like writing something. And the irony is that I am one hand handicapped today. I had a slight swell on my finger and the doctor had to run layers of bandages to make himself feel proud of his skills. I stared at my nicely-done bandage while listening to him accuse me of eating too much protein. I ran through with him the meals I had the past week and he went on blaming my fish, my meat, my chocolate bar (hey it’s just one) and the soya bean drink I had on Monday.

I type with one hand. I consumed the medicine with a hand. I eat my pasta with one hand. It wasn’t the best dinner experience I guess but still it felt kinda good. I hadn’t been going out much if not for school and work. My life seem to be revolving around purposes and goals that I forget to enjoy.

So when a friend asked me out for a dinner (yeah the pasta one), I accepted. Something rather ad-hoc but I just said okay. I keep telling people to plan dinners at least 2 days ahead and that I won’t want dinners to occur all of a sudden. Perhaps that’s just a mistake, I kinda miss these random insertions of my day.

Maybe things would get more exciting if life’s a little more random, a little less planned.

Possibly related:

1. My hand is all wrapped up now
2. Blogging urges when in camp
3. My absence in blogging and friend work

Tags: blogging, personal